I don't know (lyric)

I don't know what to do in this f**ing night
I am alone, and i fihgt
with my ego and my mind
for that why she's gone and left me now.

I can't ask her now couze she's not here
Those thing that I did, I can't repaire
I don't know why, but I still prepaire
for new exciting life, and all it's affairs

refrein:
Why, why, why
my friends told me to cry but I don't know how
someone else tells me to forget
all the times that with her I had

Now it's late and I'm on bed
It seem she'll be here, but I don't know yet
tomorrow brings a chance that's just a word
I don't know if it's true in this f**ing world

I don't know why I wrote this song
maybe couse she left me and she's gone
but what to do if she'll come back
I will rewrite this, and sing it again again again :P:P